So in the Last post I told you about my journey to Berlin, to my first flat and all this. Now I will tell you about my work, my first connections in Berlin and the great nightlife of Berlin.
Until into the deep summer I worked in a Startup, it was a good time. I got the things I had to learn and most of all I got my hope back. Ok it was hard working, I worked most of the time to deep into the night, but it was my decision to do this. I believed into a dream, I believed in something - and yeah now I know this was my problem. I didn’t believe in myself just in other people and like a child I tried to copy these people, to be like them. But life is different, you have to go your own way - have to find your way. So yeah I left my old job and got a new one, a job who (befriedigen) me more then the old ever could.
In the beginning of my stay in Berlin, I tried to get connected to as many people as possible - what is actually not so easy like sounds. Clearly my first thinking was to get as fast as possible a woman. So I got many woman, but none of them could touch my heart. Not because they were stupid, or something it was just because no one could touch my heart in this time. I was selfish, arrogant and all this - a real Bastard. But I think it was necessary to be like this - just to find my way back and to learn who I am. Sure I hurt many people but this was also necessary for me and for them.
The nightlife of Berlin - woah great thing and yeah it should get his own post on my Blog so I will give him a own post. 
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